At Peace with myself

Today is my daughters birthday…she turns 11!! However, when I got up this morning I didn’t feel to excited about it being her day…see there was something nagging at me and making me not be able to feel the joy I should be feeling…I knew what this thing was so when I got up I was determined to take care of this thing and bring me some peace…

See my boy MD Finest had already sent me a text message about getting in some golf later in the day and I knew that if this thing was still on my mind I would have a terrible day of golf to…So as I said when I got up I went and handled this thing and after it was done I really felt relieved (genuinely)…

See the thing had to do with someone that I felt a lot of hatred towards (Native American)…and you know what hatred can do to someone…you end up exhausting all that energy towards a person and it is bad karma...it just tares u up inside…I had something of hers that I know she really needed and although I had given her most of the things this one piece was a BIG thing…So I drove by her place and left it there at her door…I hope that it will bring her the needed security that she deserves because it has definitely brought me the closure that I need.

Now back to my daughters B-DAY!!! She is just a great daughter and I love her so much…I was looking in my car today and I saw a piece of paper caught on the inside of my glove compartment…I had seen this paper before but never really paid any attention to it since it was stuck in there and hard to get at (like it had fallen behind my glove compartment. For some reason today I really felt a need to get this piece of paper…So I pulled my truck over on side of road and proceeded to get this paper at any cost. It took me about 10 minutes to finally be able to get my hands on the paper.

To my GREAT surprise when I pulled the paper out it wasn’t a paper at all but an old picture of my baby girl when she was 4 months old…It’s one of my favorite pictures of her and I almost cried when I looked at it…see my baby is now 11 years old and she is just maturing into such a beautiful young lady…I couldn’t wait to get home so that I could hold her in my arms and tell her HAPPY Birthday and how proud I am of her that she is my daughter.

For a B-day gift she has elected to go shopping ($200) and this is good because she def has developed her own style…then afterwards I will take her and her brother to go and get some sushi since they like it so much at the Japanese spot. The weather turned out to be really nice so I thank the Lord for letting the sunshine on my baby girl’s birthday…