TODAY!!

Today would have been two years…yes 7/28/07 was the day that N/A and I had our first date…How do I look back on this day after all that has happened? I sit here and wonder what we would have been doing to celebrate this day…Would we have been arguing or planning a nice day for the two of us filled with laughter and lovemaking? (What a novel thought…smile)

I have decided that I would head down to the National Harbor and have some guacamole at Rosa Mexicano (something she got me into) and take in a movie at the Harbor (Grease is playing tonight) by myself and just relax.

My children are headed out of town again for 2 weeks and I will miss them!! There Uncle purchased airplane tickets for the two of them to fly to Memphis to visit their Grandparents…I feel so useless and shit…can’t even buy my kids tickets to go out of town…bro need a Damn job quickly…Yet I remain optimistic that something will turn up soon and a big portion of my worries will then be taken care of.

I was looking at a movie and one of the characters said the following:

“Empty your minds, you must learn to eat time” author unknown

I thought that was such a profound statement…what does it mean? I suspect it can mean different things to different people. Yet, I now must discern what it means to me…In time I will let you know…until then I’m trying to empty my mind.

later