Sunday, July 19, 2009

The Move

It has been sometime since I had the chance to sit down and write since this past week has been a move week (sort of). You see I was moving out of my shindigs and renting a room in a house. So I packed all my shit and also had to pack up Memphis Wifey and kids stuff to be moved to a separate house…See Memphis Wifey no longer feels safe in the home and plus it was time…that house was cursed and once we packed up all our shit I was happy to close the door on that place and space…

Memphis Wifey has been helping me move into my new spot (which was sort of strange); a person you’ve made a home with for the past 14 years (well let’s say 8 years…explain at a later date) is now a guest in your home. See kids have been gone with Grandma to Myrtle Beach for family reunion for about a week now…They are due to come back tomorrow…YEAH!!! However, in the interim we have been moving…literally everyday since they have been gone…I never knew we owned so much stuff…

As we were packing I grew concerned that Memphis Wifey might turn over something that would hurt her…but then I let go of all that because we have talked about all that stuff and Black Hawk has no more secrets and lies in him…Nonetheless, I made sure that if there was a possibility of something from the past reappearing in the many boxes and crates in our surroundings I checked those…

I was rather diligent in this move…I threw away a lot of stuff that I normally hold onto…at one point I was going to throw away all the stuff that I had acquired over the past 2 years and almost did, but decided at the last minute to keep 1 set of Mardi Gras Beads and 1 photo. I plan to have a frame made for the photo that will read “REMEMBER”. I will keep this photo displayed so that the next time a thought comes into my mind or someone who shows signs craziness all I have to do is look at the photo which will then snap me back into reality…LMAO…

To my surprise we amassed about 13 bags of Goodwill clothing (52 gallon size bags) so if you see some sharp azz bebe children walking around then I might have had something to do with that…smile…

My new furniture arrived on Friday (see photo)



and the delivery guys stuffed it all into my small room…but you know what it’s cozy and it’s mine…I’m being lazy so I haven’t mounted my flat screen on the wall yet…but then again it’s not so much as me being lazy as I may move out of this room and take the basement apartment (all to myself) so If that’s going to happen I don’t want to go putting no holes in the wall just yet.

Side note: Basement apartment is sort of strange since for the last 9 months I have basically been living in the basement apartment…strange how life works)

I felt good the other day when Dimple on the Side and Memphis Wifey met for the first time…See Dimple on the Side didn’t like my previous surrounding so she opted to vacate my area until I decided to rectify that situation. Like a true friend she opened up for Memphis Wifey and all was good…since my boy MD Finest put me down with a mattress hookup Dimple on the Side decided to get some new springs (since she’s worn out the old ones over the past 12 years…lol). So being the friend that Blackhawk can be I took sometime out of my busy day to meet up with Dimple on the Side so she could get her new springs and then the three of us drove to her house to take the old one out and put the new one in....

As usual Dimple on the Side house was a clean mess…smile…see Dimple on the Side is very artistic and creative and her place reflects her sense of style…I would be afraid to clean up all the stuff because then she may truly be lost…all jokes aside I really do like being around her because she brings a calming spirit to me…it may be the Asian in her…

I have had a long hard week but all the work and the tribulations that I have had to go through were worth it and as I sit up in my place and write these words I feel a true sense that things are good….I’m broke as HELL monetarily…But I’m RICH in many other ways!! As I was driving today I thought back on all the time and money I have just wasted away and felt sad, but I quickly snapped back when I looked up and saw a picture of my two angels looking down at me!!

I’m tired now and it’s late…phone will be off tomorrow since i didn’t pay my bill yet, but I will before Monday and potential job calls come rolling in…lol..going to Church in the morning just don’t know where yet, but def going…holla back at you…

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