Thursday, July 23, 2009

The Final Move Out!!

It is ironic that the one element for human survival that the body needs is Water…Well can you believe that the first utility that was shut off in my old place was the water!! Yes, I have finally completed my move out of “That Place”!! The house was empty of life, the grass that I had so carefully taken care of was brown and hard…it looked as though death had set in on the place….insects had infested a plant that I had seen flourish during the time there, but was now a decaying branch…

I set out the garbage (except for things that will need bulk removal) and left only a few things behind…the Master bedroom mattress/box spring, a desk, bean bags, and yes bad memories!!

I took the keys off and left them at the front door…garage door opener was left in the garage…and there is no reason to go back there ever again. I shall move on physically, but I shall never forget the things that went on in that space and place. I lost so much of me the person in that place that it shall take sometime to get back. I look at pictures of me before I moved in there and pictures of me after and I look so drained and tired.

In my new spot I’ve been trying to get the life back in me…the dark spots under my eyes and the weight I lost will be replaced by fatty cells and clear new skin…lol…I’m heading out to tan and have fun for a change. I feel like I’m being reborn again.

I joined a church this past Sunday…a type of church which I never ever thought I would ever join…



but when I walked into the place and sat down and just let the spirit come into me I was taken away. My path to rebirth has begun and I plan on taking you all with me through this experience…There will be times that I falter, but I know now that I have the strength to get back up…how does the old gospel song go:

“We fall down, but we get up, because a Saint is just a Sinner who fell down”

If your ready to come with me get on board, for the great space coaster is taking off!!!!

2 comments:

  1. I think your quote is backwards..a Sinner is just a Saint who fell down, right?

    Congrats on the new church membership though, Through God All Things Are Possible! Keepin ya in my prayers and enjoy your vacation!

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  2. @Suzy Q - I checked the quote and it's right...smile...glad 2 be back from vacation and looking for the next one...lol

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