I set out the garbage (except for things that will need bulk removal) and left only a few things behind…the Master bedroom mattress/box spring, a desk, bean bags, and yes bad memories!!
I took the keys off and left them at the front door…garage door opener was left in the garage…and there is no reason to go back there ever again. I shall move on physically, but I shall never forget the things that went on in that space and place. I lost so much of me the person in that place that it shall take sometime to get back. I look at pictures of me before I moved in there and pictures of me after and I look so drained and tired.
In my new spot I’ve been trying to get the life back in me…the dark spots under my eyes and the weight I lost will be replaced by fatty cells and clear new skin…lol…I’m heading out to tan and have fun for a change. I feel like I’m being reborn again.
I joined a church this past Sunday…a type of church which I never ever thought I would ever join…

but when I walked into the place and sat down and just let the spirit come into me I was taken away. My path to rebirth has begun and I plan on taking you all with me through this experience…There will be times that I falter, but I know now that I have the strength to get back up…how does the old gospel song go:
“We fall down, but we get up, because a Saint is just a Sinner who fell down”
If your ready to come with me get on board, for the great space coaster is taking off!!!!
I think your quote is backwards..a Sinner is just a Saint who fell down, right?
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the new church membership though, Through God All Things Are Possible! Keepin ya in my prayers and enjoy your vacation!
@Suzy Q - I checked the quote and it's right...smile...glad 2 be back from vacation and looking for the next one...lol
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